Just Beginning
Written by John Christopher Clinton

I've been searching so long...
"A way to end the pain"
became nothing more than a game;
How can I win? Which way will lead
to that promised land?

When I place my hands on my chest and
breathe in...
I wanna feel something beating.

God knows I haven't been
I know I'll never be...
But, somewhere
down along this journey
I'll learn to start caring.

Come and kiss me
Don't listen to my doubts;
Fear has no place in here.
Listen to me breathe
Can you hear it? Tell me you can.

When I place my hands on your chest and
give in...
Tell me it's just beginning.

God knows I've been trying
You know I'm worth it
Right? Say it.
Tell me this is the end
So I can start caring.

I know no one gets to have everything,
I know someday, all of this will end.
But until then...

I wanna feel something beating.

God knows I haven't been
I know I'll never be...
God knows I've been trying
You know I'm worth it
Right? Say it.

Somewhere, down this
This journey we've been taking
I'll learn to start caring;

Tell me it's just beginning....